Man...

I am spent today. I get so amped for Friday's that I forget how difficult they are @ my work (everyone calls about their escrows on Friday it seems). It's kinda like how women forget the pain of labor the moment they see their newborn... and thus end up giving birth to more children. I have NO idea if this made sense to you. Sorry, I'm a bit loopy right now, but I kid you not - my day got ridiculously hectic after lunch. I'm just like dayyyum people, go home, quit calling, start your dang weekend! It's mainly the agents and bank owned properties that are asinine. I like that word - asinine.

I really, really want to just drive home after work, put on a Grey's Anatomy DVD and veg out BUT I'm going to be a good roommate and go chill @ Oceanside Harbor for her birthday - for a bit. This is partially what I miss about living alone! No one to account for other than me. If I feel like going stright to the couch and not talk to another human being, it was my perogative - not so much anymore. I just feel so mentally exhausted and my neck/shoulders are killing me. I think I need an advil.... a-sap. A hug would be nice too. I could use one of those. Have you ever just wanted to lay there.... somewhere... and have the world stop spinning just for a moment? So you can just be. So you can stop long enough to catch your breath and replace the air in your lungs that the world so savagely sucks out of you? I know I do.

So... I've compiled a brief list of things to accomplish this weekend or by early next week. Just so I can breathe easier and not feel so much weight on my chest.

• Get some revisions done on my thesis. Make histograms of normality violations on SPSS to include in the thesis.
• Get the Remnant myspace page up to par. Yea... that means changing the background and adding peoples pics and just all around beefing it up.
• Finish unpacking the majority of the boxes in my bedroom!
• Spray paint some shelves in my room
• Figure out how to disguise the ugliness of the brown paneling that covers a portion of our wall in the hallway/living room area. Home decor ideas?! Please advise!
• Get my hair done.... sweeeetness! Color and cut. Time for a change.

Well... time to get outta here and head up to the harbor. TGIF!!!!!!!!!!